Review: Widow

Widow by Elizabeth Knox
My rating: 1 of 5 stars

1 ⭐- Ugh! Didn't like it or triggers or pet peeve!
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The synopsis is misleading and the supposed heroes stay with other people in the end, nor does it show their supposed romance ... it starts with his cheating and then with another woman. She has sex scenes with another man too. It served to fill in the letter W of the challenge only, because it was very bad.

==>cheater scumbag<==

Fuck my life seriously. He’s not the only one who’s drunk. I set my purse down on the couch and walk to our bedroom door. The lights are off, and since it’s still winter, it’s pretty dark out here. I don’t think either of them can see me, but I see the silhouettes of their bodies in our bed. Amara is riding him, his mouth on her tits.

==>best friend... wtf<==

He slept with my best fucking friend.

==>sex OM - daddy kink<==

He keeps his thumb on the butt plug, making sure it’s nice and cozy inside me. Meanwhile, he’s sunk two fingers in my pussy, easing them in and out. “You think it’s hot to defy your daddy, don’t you?”

==>Yuck! sex OM<==

“Daddy, put your cock in my ass!”

==>WTF!<==

Damon’s expression goes to something that looks sincere, to downright furious. “Is that a fucking joke? Dude. You cheated on her with club whores, and then my fucking sister. The girl who happened to be her best friend.”

==>Amara (aka best friend)<==

My phone buzzes again, over and over. As I look down at it, I see Amara is calling me and I put it to my ear as I make my way out of the club. “Where the f-fuck are you?” She hisses, but I hear the choking sound in her voice.

“Did you know your good ol’ Pops uses Amara as a punching bag anytime he gets drunk? He’s been doing it for years, Damon. For fuckin’ years I had to stand by and be there and not interfere. He’s no longer my Prez, so I don’t give a fuck what happens to me. I give a fuck about what happens to her, though, even with everything that happened. She’s not ever gonna feel unsafe around the one man that was always supposed to protect her. Instead, he hurt her the most outta everyone.” I

Sometimes, I think I know Amara even better than she knows herself.
“Well, you hid the fact you were pregnant and went and got an abortion. If you hid that, you’re bound to be hiding other shit.” I can’t help but allow my anger to come through at full force. It might be wrong for me to speak to her in the manner that I am, but she enrages me beyond anything I’ve ever imagined.
“Jesus. Leave it alone. It’s done and over with. Why keep bringing it up?”
“Because what you did was wrong! Do you not see that? That kid wasn’t just yours, Amara. He or she was mine too and it deserved to live.”

Amara takes in a deep breath before she chastely kisses me on the lips. “I love you in more ways than you can ever imagine, but we were never supposed to be here. Our love wasn’t ever written in the stars, but Melody and yours was. You may not see it this way, but I love you so much that I pushed you away, straight back into her arms.”

==>Yeah!<==

Some were born into it, while others choose to walk into a club and become a prospect, or even a clubwhore. I was neither. I was just the dumb, faithful girlfriend of the club manwhore. He wasn’t always that way, though. Just when I was with him.

Fucking douchebag. He wanted to catch me off guard like this so I wouldn’t be prepared. Motherfucker! “It’s Rebel. Melody is dead.”

“It’s Rebel,” I snap, grabbing my drink, I throw the glass at him. He ducks and the glass hits the beam a couple of feet behind him.
“Whoa! You’re gonna pay for that!” Lara hollers my way.
I cock my head back at her. “No, my cheating baby daddy is gonna pay for that, just like he’s gonna pay for whatever the fuck else I decide to break up in this joint, bitch!”

He walks away from me, heading towards the door of the bar and turns back, giving me a sinister smile. “Oh, and Melody. If you try to run, I will fucking kill you.”

==>OW?????? wtf! <==

“You said you’d shoot my heart, not my arm.” I snarl back at her. She’s at least a foot shorter than me, but doesn’t even flinch as I scream in her face.
“No matter, I’ll chew your heart up and spit it out for dinner, love.” Fuck, I’ve never had a woman speak to me with such fire before. There’s something invigorating and annoying about it at the exact same time.

“Fuck, woman! I just want to know your name.”
I hear her laugh behind her mask, “Tania, but you can call me Sphynx.”

Tania, or Sphynx … I’m not really sure what to call her at this point. Well, she’s unlike any other woman I’ve ever been around. She’s got attitude and lots of it. She’s the type of woman who can defend herself, which is makin’ my cock twitch.

“You look like you’re havin’ a wet dream standin’ up,” Hawk cackles as we stand in front of the incinerating compound.
“Maybe. Who the fuck knows. That girl … Tania.”

I’ve fucked boring bitches my entire life and I don’t wanna keep doing it.

I grin, thinking about the things I want to do to this woman. I wanna lay her out over the pool table and slam my cock into her pussy while my brother’s watch. I wanna splatter her out across the island in one of the trailers and shove my cock down her throat while I feast on her pretty, pink pussy. Just thinking about it makes my cock hard.

I take her shorts and shimmy them down, shooting my uninjured hand right to her center. Ah, just like I thought. “You’re dripping wet,” I move my lips right next to her ear and whisper what I’ve thought about doing all night long. “I keep thinking about sinking my cock into that wet cunt of yours.”
The grabs me by the face and digs her claws into my skin, “Stop thinking and just do it. Or are you a pussy bitch?”
I free my cock from the confines of my jeans and slam myself into her. Fuck! This bitch is tight.

I pull my cock free and play with her clit hard and fast, making her squirt for me. Fuck, if I wasn’t attracted to her before, I sure am now. I can’t wait to make this girl squirt for me again.

“Take it all, Tania, and get used to it. This won’t be the last time my cock is in your mouth.”

==>Yeah! Piece of shit Zero<==

“He’s a piece of shit if I’ve ever seen one.” Nikolai tells me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders.
“Yep, and you don’t even know the half of it.” I murmur, leaning my head against him.

==>Amara the backstabbing bitch aka best friend<==

I know that this shit isn’t easy for either of us. Her and I …shit, our relationship only formed because of a selfish act, which led to us relying on one another. We only got together because we had no one else and we’ve been doing this shit for years. I may love Amara in a way, but I’m not in love with her, not in the way a man should love a woman. Honestly, I think I can say the same about her. I think it was a little different for Amara, though.

==>Zero is a dumb shit<==

“I heard you were flirting with one of the Jackal’s anyway,” Amara lets out a soft laugh, and I can’t tell if it bothers her or not.
I don’t know why, but I’m so concerned about her feelings. It’s probably because we were together for a while, but I’ve always viewed her more as a friend than anything. “Is that alright?”

Things feel awkward between us and I doubt that will go away. She isn’t just anyone. She’s one of my longest friends who turned into something a little more, who then ended up aborting my child.

==>Tania aka Sphynx or OW... maybe????? <==

I’m happy the Jackal’s aren’t leaving, but for an entirely different reason. This just means I get to be around Tania a bit more, and I’ll take her as much as I can get her.

“I know your type, and none of you are any different. You’re only good for a good romp in the sack if you ask me.”
“Aw, sweetie. Just you wait. I’m gonna have you wrapped around my little finger in no time.” I make the promise to her and wait for a reaction, but I don’t get one. She simply stares at me and I’m left wondering if there is a smile hidden behind that mask of hers.
This woman is a challenge. One that I plan on overcoming at that.

In the meantime, I’ve had a few conversations with Tania. I say Tania because I refuse to call her Sphynx. Everyone else might, but this woman knows I’m my own man.

I promised her that I’d never disrespect her, getting the idea that’s what she meant. I’ll say that I think she was shocked that I made the promise to her, but I don’t get the idea she thinks I meant it. I did, though. I meant every word.

I’m just chalking it up as wanting to treat a woman right after all these years.

After Melody left … I wanted things to work with Amara, but that was a relationship we fell into.

Melody, or Rebel on the other hand … I don’t foresee either of us being friends. Friendly? Why, yes. We have a daughter to raise together and I won’t allow any sort of toxic shit around her.

==>Nikolai aka OM???? maybe????<==

“I’m starting to fall more in love with you every single day, Nikolai.” I confess my feelings, something that I haven’t even given him the smallest indication of. I didn’t think I’d say anything for a while … but tonight it felt right.

==>Tania aka OW<==

Unzipping my pants, I pull my cock free and bury myself deep inside her soaked pussy. She puts up a fight with me most days, but I know she fucking wants me. Why else would she banter with me? Why else would I catch her checking me out? The woman knows she wants me, and she’ll need to fuckin’ admit it soon.

The only thing I’m concerned with right now is ramming my cock so far up into her cunt that she squirts all over this table. I pull myself out of her and slam back into her pussy time and time again. I can see from the way she bites her bottom lip that she’s trying to hold back her moans, but she can’t. She’s enjoying this too much.

I lean over her body, and whisper in her ear, “You can let go anytime you want to sweetheart. Just know, I’m filling that pussy of yours up with my come and you’re gonna take it all. I’m claiming you as mine, marking you as my bitch, my property, my kitten, because there’s never been another woman that has aggravated me as much as you have. You keep me on my toes, darlin’ and I plan on keepin’ you around for a long time. Now tell me, is it the same for you?”

“Tania, for once just be straight with me. Do you want what I want?”
“Okay, caveman. You realize I have no bloody fuckin’ clue what you want because you don’t ever tell me!” She throws her hands up in the air, “If you want something, use your words!”
“Fine!” I charge up to her, snaking one hand behind her waist while I grab her throat with the other, pinning her against one of Melody’s cars. “I want you to be my bitch, my ride or die. I want you to be my girl and see where this goes. I’m not proposin’ marriage or any of that crazy shit, but I fuckin’ want you, woman.”

==>WTF moment...<===

Melody and I are going to co-parent our little girl with our significant others, and everything is gonna be just fine.

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